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| man... ive looked back on so much shit today, just cuz there was nothing to do. I've changed so much.. I could probably summarize each of ages from about 14 to now. 14 - played video games alot, still alittle shy, did not want anything to do with drugs or smoking, played drums alot, kinda just tended to myself all the time, basically a fag. 15 - stole a cigarette from my dad and smoked it for the first time ever, because i was curious, and i actually loved it.. then i started askin people for boges always about a week later. I was still alittle shy with the girls, but i was a dumb loud motherfucker with my guy friends... i still always liked ass better then tits tho. halfway into the year, i smoked bud wit ian for the first time ever. I absolutely loved it, i saw nothing wrong with it. I also started playing guitar a real REAL lot. 16 - started to develop a hormonal problem, it was more then being a guy, it was a problem.. and I could only see it getting worse. I started to wish for once in my life I want to have a best friend that is a girl that i actually dont have any sexual attraction towards, whatsoever.. I'm still desperate for it to happen, but the penis rules my whole body, in my case. halfway into the year i tried dxm for the first time, 12 triple c's. fuckin loved it. tried acid right after that. fuckin loved it. tried heroin the same day i tried acid. fuckin loved it. a week later i was dxm bingin for weeks, if that wasnt available, i was trippin cid every moment i was awake and living. btw, no matter what your friends tell you, DXM is in fact, physically addicting. you CAN absoluetely get withdrawl from it, and it is not fucking pretty. unless you like sitting in a spinning room, sweating your ass off, zoning out every 5 seconds, going crazy trying to process thoughts, throwing up, not being able to pee for about a day and a half, not being able to get an erection. you do the math.. its not fuckin worth it... n then i went into UMDNJ for overdosing on xanax and drinking and railin addys.. not pretty. then came HIGH FOCUS.. which i got kicked out of for constantly failing urine tests. went to almost every session trippin balls. then came the rehab, which was suppose to be 28 days, but in my case only 2.. cuz people are just fuckin stupid, and i cant help myself but to beat the crap out of stupid people! now im 17, ive been smokin weed, drinkin a beer here or there. shits doing good, real good. i have 2 jobs now, maintenance at an apartment.. and.. the disney store.. and i have a fuckin car. im pretty damn proud of myself. all i have to say is, keep it green | | |
| My hit list is growing rampidly and excessively.
I sware to god you want to see a fucking angry person ill show you an angry person.
It will all come back to you, trust me, you worthless piece of shit.
did i mention that i love arielle? yeah shes fucking amazing and better then any of you  <3333 | | |
| school was alright.. i guess lol..
nah fuck school man i want friday to come, rodrigos house is the fucking greatest.
did i mention like my day was perfect, after scool-wise.
hung out with mike and trevor til 5, and then arielle came over <3 .
guess what movie we watched. yeah the one i make all of my friends watch the first time theyre at my house.
FRIDAY hahaha... didnt really pay attention tho lol
my day is complete <3333 | | |
| i had a great weekend, one of the best by far.
went to the mall on friday with rodrigo and trevor, met arielle and her friend laura in spencers, met mike, and then ian and brian. we told arielle and laura to sleep over. and rodrigos parents dont give a shit so they did. we jammed for a little bit, it was great lol. me ian, arielle, and her friend went into rods room to get away frmo the noise, and then we laughed at mikes singing of crazy train for a while lol. then everybody came in, we played super mario, watched super troopers, mad fun. brian and ian left at 1 00, dont know why they didnt just sleep over lol. and then we watched some chocolate show, it was great lol. and then everyone went to sleep. i was up til like 4 30 tho, and then woke up at 6 30 and just stayed awake, so i basically slept all day at work.
hung out at peteys. asked arielle out =] | | |
| yea, so i havent written in this for a while now. I think im gonna start again cuz life is starting to get boring.
im finally ungrounded, from that 1 month punishment, holy shit. im playing bass for rodrigo, trevor, and mikes band, i can almost see us getting somewhere, although mikes parents have him gripped by the balls most of the time, and cant really jam with us as much. the songs we have are unique, trevor is amazing at thinking of guitar riffs, and rodrigo is great at creating lyrics. ive picked up slap bass pretty quick, so im incorporating alot of that into the regular bass lines ive made up for most of the songs. yeah, so im alittle upset that i cant be in a band and play drums, but all of them are my bros, and i like playing bass for them. ive been non-stop playing bass, guitar, and drums since ive been grounded. and now i wanna jam like crazy. rodrigo is home all the time, trevor is always over rodrigos, its perfect. its the serious band ive been wanting to have for a long time.
once we have most of our shit down, i want to try and get a show at the rail, or perhaps hamilton, or maybe even just play a show at a house, to kinda "introduce" our band.
im trying to make the bass lines as un-simple as possible. I dont like simple bass lines. i think their stupid and poor-talented. take smells like teen spirit for example. what talent is there in the bass line? straight eigth notes, on 4 different notes. it couldnt get any easier. i dont know, maybe krist sucks at bass, or maybe he is good at it, but just is too lazy to show more talent in bass lines.
now take primus for example. the bass lines are genius. its alot of funk technique, and yet alot of normal technique all into one, it sounds great, tommy the cat is definitly my favorite.
ok, let me stop rambling.
bounce it like a bag of birds, peace.
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